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Notes from then to now...

notes November 3, 2025

Break from Reality

What is AGI†? What is consciousness? What is artificial, and what is an agent?

notes October 16, 2025

Can we rescue science from consciousness?

🙆 Physics is (just) the theory of machines that record information? (been trying to say f u to science for a minute, and maybe this sticks... take it as seriously as any gen AI ofc) -- perplexity )

notes September 22, 2025

All humans ♟️ deserve ☮︎!

🙏 Dear Charlie, I see many people deeply animated by your passing. Some deeply sad, and some do believe you are with the creator. Or closer to home, at least. So I assume you may understand, and will

notes September 22, 2025

Believe in My Crystals: Fanon, Hegel, and White Feminism’s Spiritual Escapes

“I want someone who: believe in my bs like white girls believe in new age spirituality.” Been a bit ansty and fuck-it last week and decided to add the above to my tinder... and I had to ask grok to de

notes April 15, 2025

Our Collective Needs,

.. cannot be so far that we burn our world and murder our souls! We know we could live in a better world.. Where we all feel more at home, Our bodies nourished; our hearts loved... Let us hold our

notes March 13, 2025

Twilight zone: The past ghosts as the rulers of the present

Using the details in a personal note (“The Good Place”) and this grok chat. Not an ideal article, but took few hours compared to weeks... Introduction: Contextualizing the Persistence of Modern Stru

notes March 8, 2025

White supremacy and russophobia!

Compiled using grok, gemini, chatgpt etc: The evolution of xenophobia against Eastern Europeans in Western Europe, particularly through the lenses of colonial white supremacy and neo-imperialism post

notes March 8, 2025

Defending Jeffrey Sachs: A Nuanced Perspective on the Ukraine-Russia Conflict

👾 AI reply to reply to Sachs, too lazy, so asked Grok to do it The Ukraine-Russia conflict stands as one of the most contentious and complex geopolitical crises of our time, igniting fierce debate

notes August 18, 2023

"There have never been a Revolution without a starving mass"

Politics that advocate taking power is doomed for failure, and toxic, maybe! In Snipers in the kitchen", @MonederoJC examines the failures of the leftist movements across Central and South Americ

notes December 22, 2022

A smiling toddler..

Getting ready... To be dressed up in light and shine, Gift wrapped tears at her feet, For a week of a festive funeral..! Please click 'View Full Note'

notes June 4, 2022

Free Will, And the direction of Collapse, The

🚬 was good! But was it? Am I better than? A break, a swim around the lake, With thoughts, with clouds... Done better than that, could I have not? ⚠️ But It's all physics, right! ... right? I am b

notes May 26, 2022

Gut: Drink a lot of fucking 💧

☝ Probably the most I learned thanks to the grad-skool! or maybe just during it; Irrelevant. I also learned to think rationally, to dissect things -- to break apart (to fix later, of course, but not a

notes February 28, 2022

3D Reality

Crossed rivers, blocked canals, an island marching to death and drought, Undug wells, more pipelines, and black gold warming up a continent. brrRaining $Ss, in a long winter, frozen on mountain tops,

notes October 21, 2021

Where and What

Pain and depression, Sadness and melancholy! Which is where? The dust, the tears, bodies lined up. The darkness, emptiness, the yearning for a home. One calls for an action, through fire or water!

notes October 20, 2021

🌿 car sans the Bluetooth ®️

📻 "I feel too bad for all those who, "left too early [at the game] yesterday!" ".. pshhhh [smh]" "Missed that ending..." Well, you should feel bad..! .. For not trusting, The America the

notes July 2, 2021

Hello!

I speak, but do I say? I say, but do I mean? I mean, but do I believe? I believe, but do I feel? I feel, but am I? I am, but am not I Please click 'View Full Note'

notes November 25, 2020

Resiliant Capitalism

Why is capitalism so persistent? Is it the plasticity in capitalist ideology which allows absorbing it's own contradictions by way of reforming them in capitalism's own root image -- patriarchy --..?

notes October 27, 2020

No anarchy in progress without fun,

And love, For all, The, Forgotten..! Please click 'View Full Note'

notes May 29, 2020

When Justice is Flames..!

When reality becomes absurd, The crazy becomes the norm. When peace become oppressive, Violence become salvation. And when white reflect only darkness, The colors will light up the path. When the re

notes May 26, 2020

Joker is REAL!

[From a free-writing entry where I was trying to write about anger, which evolved into thinking about the movie Joker. Posting after I saw this news, seems only relevant...] I should watch it again. M

notes May 25, 2020

A hope far away!

Heyy, Look! The beautiful land, across the bay! Long, wide shores, and shallow white beaches, Lush green vegetation and blue rolling hills, The majestic oaks that spread invitingly, to build a tree ho

notes August 6, 2019

War on the floor

Slide your feet across the floor, Jump up, Dip down, Bang your head, Till your hair frees, And cover your face. Go into a trance! See the lights, the battle, Giant machines pulverized into pieces. Lik

notes August 6, 2019

Over the Atlantic

We stood, not too close to each other But we stood not too far from each other, And we stood still. But we stood not too far, We stood, we felt, Words that are formalities to mask a void.

notes June 26, 2019

Pickup the trash

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notes September 29, 2017

Sing to me..!

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notes November 13, 2016

Amon Goeth in Schindler's list and pardoning the devil.

I finally watched it. I was attached to the movie the full three hours, was deeply disturbed by the imagery of the real events that was happening touched by the show of humanity and ended the movie wi

notes November 13, 2016

Fighting the Imaginary Demons

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notes May 26, 2016

Summer Gone by..!

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notes May 6, 2016

The Purpose

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notes January 29, 2016

What's said and what wasn't..!

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notes January 21, 2016

Restricted

The earth moves beneath you, suddenly! And the void grows, fast! You struggle to find hold, Anything, whatever it maybe..! But there's only emptiness, air! That reaches your hands, and feet! The he

notes January 21, 2016

A Reply to 'Dying Fall Tree.!"

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notes January 12, 2016

End of the road..!

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notes November 17, 2015

Effect of Extra Dimensions and Parity Violation in Externalist vs Internalist debate of Incongruent Counterparts

⚛ (Paper for Metaphysics, PHIL 125... Bleh..! ) Discussion of whether the space is an absolute entity or a relative phenomenon due to other objects or matter is over a millennium old. One interest

notes September 13, 2015

Couplets of Boredom

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notes August 16, 2012

Are more egalitarian societies more healthy societies?

Effects of inequality is a central topic of the contemporary political debate, and have been, in the form of egalitarian thought, a recurrent theme throughout the human history. Unlike in the history,

notes July 5, 2012

Fading Bluemoon

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notes March 17, 2012

The Incompleteness of Searle’s Seemingly Complete Answer to Jaegwon Kim

Phil 132, again, I guess trying to argue that Searle himself is wrong 😅.. (6/13/22) In his letter to Jaegwon Kim, Searle explains his position on mind body problem and try to explain why Kim’s argume

notes February 22, 2012

Property Dualism does not imply the unintuitive theory of Epiphenomenalism

So, another term paper.. This was for the 'Philosophy of Mind' (PHIL 132) with Prof J. Searle. I Don't remember many details, but do remember arguing with him for over an hour against the requirement

notes February 17, 2012

Warmongering..!

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notes December 17, 2011

What's next for occupy

bring the democratic party to the power with a progressive political base, and that would lead to better reforms. I agree with that 'expectation' and think that will be a win for the occupy mome

notes November 24, 2011

Importance of history in affirmative action.

Our education system is based on the ideal that best and the brightest gets the best education and opportunities. This translates into the opposition for affirmative action, as racial prioritization i

notes October 19, 2011

Occupy Wall Street..!

I am sure you all have at least heard of Occupy Wall Street. When I first saw their announcement in August, it felt like a joke, and until Sep 17, most media outlets played it as a joke. When the m

notes August 2, 2011

I agree with rawls

Yes, If you want the perfect justice system, you would look at the kind of justice and laws that comes forth from a society of equals. If you have no information about how you compare with others of t

notes August 2, 2011

Why school districts?

School districts seem pretty intuitive, accepting only kids that live close to school. But is it really a fair approach? The schools in low income neighborhoods gets less and less resources (not parti

notes May 26, 2011

Obama Toasting Queen: Who's embarrassing, Obama or Beck?

Watching news from different media channels is usually pretty fun. You get to see how fair-and-balanced-ly the channels report the news. This is just one such instance I thought was funny. Glen Beck

notes August 6, 2010

Moon Rabbit!

Treading on the silk of a moonlit walk, would you ever want the moon rabbit missed? made of endless dark craters, the sign of imperfection yet brings life to the milky angel of night. Please click 'Vi

notes December 6, 2009

Climate Change..!!!

It is quite a heated debate that is revolving around the climate change and its effects. I was really ignorant on that 'debate' until i met a couple of science students who held a different view than

notes February 24, 2009

Books I have read

Lately, I was trying to remember some Russian novels that I have read, and realized that it is a really hard thing to do. So thought to have some kind of a record, and here we are. You are welcome to

notes January 19, 2009

Book Banning: The Right of Schools, Libraries and Other Institutions on Banning Books.

How would you feel if you were a Christian and were banned from reading the Bible, or if you were a Muslim, and were banned from reading the Qu'ran? As ridiculous as it may sound, these books are prom